March 2012
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“My body is a journal in a way. It’s like what sailors used to do, where every...”
– Johnny Depp (via fuckyeahimemma)
February 2012
61 posts
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I just want to cut! Fuck this strong shit...
“Why do you think I cut myself? Because I like it? Because I enjoy it? I do it...”
– (via i-just-wanna-feel-loved)
My Friend: Commiting suicide is stupid.
Me: Why?
My Friend: Because, it's ending your life.
My Mind: If you were in such a state of place where you wish everyday some freak accident occurred and you'd finally be taken out of this hell hole of your life while you drown in your own insequirities doubting everyone who ever complements you and despising everything you see in yourself while you slowly lose everything you ever were. When you get to a point where when even someone glances at you in a busy hall way you think they are seeing all the things wrong with you and judging you. When you long to get out of the empty abyss of nothingness your mind has come to be. You'd jump at the first time you can end the pain and ceasing your existence.
Me: I see.
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Today, this weekend, I feel different. It’s weird and I hate it. I haven’t cut in 26 days, haven’t even had the feeling of needing to cut cross my mind, but today, this weekend, I’m starting to think about it. Being around my “family” is just not the same. I use to always be happy around them, and would talk to them about random things, but now, whenever I say...
Just for the record, I don't glorify or promote...
I'm Not Asking Much: up until this moment, my blog... →
imonlyaskingyoutoloveme:
but last night i went to my best friend’s house and saw her lying on the floor, wrists slit, just laying there hoping to die. I didn’t panic. I didn’t scream or cry.I called her parents and they called the police while I cleaned her cuts and wrapped bandages around them and waited until she was…
it's scary when you forget you have pictures of...
Black and White Tears.: You know what fucking... →
agirlwithemotions:
Being so messed up in your mind that you cant focus on anything atall, the tiniest task becomes the most difficult problem. When you try to focus it just becomes harder to focus and it makes you realise how fucked up you really are because the only thing you can think of is hurting yourself.
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I hear you've been bleeding
bloodredbutterfly:
Make your choice
They say you’ve been pleading
“Someone save us”
Heaven help us now
Come crashing down
We’ll hear the sound
As you’re falling down
I hate this! I hate this so fucking much! I can't...
Mum: It's a shame you have scars.
Me: It's a shame you can't accept me for who I am.
